HXL

"The Lilly girl is always full of surprises. She lives everyday like it's a celebration, never has a dull moment, and makes every hour a happy hour." paris. lilly pulizter. giraffes. gossip girl. prep. keep calm and eat cupcakes. british men. bows.j.crew. hoodie allen. audrey hepburn. one direction. wear pink and make the boys wink. ❤ Archive



I think it’s really great that I can’t sleep the night before my subject tests. It’ll be like “tell me the derivative of 38x^5” or “what is the molecular geometry of BF3” and I’ll be like *snore snore muthafuka*

Permalink · 1 · 2 weeks ago

Good lord I am actually going to get a 100 on the SAT II’s tomorrow

Permalink · 3 · 2 weeks ago
  • me: wow I'm fat
  • me: maybe I look ok
  • me: I AM PERFECT THE WAY I AM
  • me: I'm fucking disgusting I'm losing weight now
  • me: I am more than just my weight!
  • me: who the fuck cares about anything
  • me: I AM SO FAT.
  • me: idk curves are beautiful i am beautiful
  • me: i hate myself
Permalink · 462291 · 3 weeks ago

22 more days of school (not including the days I have APs because I refuse to participate in school after my brain has been ravaged by the exams) 😊

Permalink · 2 · 3 weeks ago

ifyoucarryonthisway:

the worst thing about being shy and introverted is that you most of the time come off as cold and arrogant like you think you’re better than everyone else and thats why you don’t talk to people or hang out with them but it’s really the opposite its like you’re so uncomfortable with yourself that you don’t wanna share it with anyone else so you just dont and people think you’re an asshole but you’re actually just really scared

Permalink · 72810 · 3 weeks ago

serious case of junioritis…who needs college anyway….brb going to watch Greek from the beginning to remind myself why I need to go to college

Permalink · 3 · 4 weeks ago

I’m actually really worried that nobody will ever fall in love with me.

Permalink · 42210 · 4 weeks ago

No but seriously, people need to get off my back about junior prom. WHAT IF I JUST DON’T WANT TO GO OKAY? Honestly, I went last year and it wasn’t that big of a deal. Sure I had fun with my senior friends and what not buy everyone left early and the food was pretty bad. (In my opinion)

What if I just want to stay home and cram for my SAT Subjects and AP exams?
What if I want to stay home and dance to happy music by myself?
What if I don’t want to be surrounded by classmates that I’m honestly not even that great of friends with (minus a select group)?
What if I would rather save myself the embarrassment of shopping for dresses and realizing that I’ve gained an obscene amount of weight thanks to junior year?


Malamsoakskalas I hate people sometimes.

Permalink · 2 · 4 weeks ago

But actually I can’t handle it when people try to say “no but you’re so skinny” when I’m saying something about my weight. Like no. I know what I look like and I’m sure as hell not skinny or skinnier than you. Or the same size. No. I’m about 3x your size. SO DON’T TRY TELLING ME THAT I’M NOT. JANDLSNDLSNAKAMANDSLMSOWNZPjkLosmdlswmspkl. Oh and when damn skinny girls complain about their weight or whatever and I’m like what fat are you even taking about?? Where is this “jiggle” you’re talking about? Oh wait. You don’t have any. PHUCK THIS I’M GOING TO GET ICE CREAM AND DO MY APEURO PROJECT.


Okay I’m done, that is all 😳

Permalink · 2 · 1 month ago

this to all my hatin’ hoes that seeing me getting guap right now.

Permalink · 1 month ago

someone force me to stop watching Castle and do homework

Permalink · 2 · 1 month ago

I wish I had a fast forward button to next year so I can know what colleges I get into. AND SENIOR VACAY TO DISNEY 😝😋😎

Permalink · 1 · 2 months ago

T-MINUS 9 HOURS TIL I LOSE MY SAT VIRGINITY

Permalink · 2 months ago
"I think I’m going to spend my weekend watching every episode of Gossip Girl because WWBWD"

ME

Permalink · 1 · 3 months ago

Oh the things I’d say to people if there were no consequences

Permalink · 4 · 3 months ago